Prayas k Kuch pal...

Prayas mein kayi aise pal jude hain jinko byakt karna shaayad namumkin hai. Mera pehla Activity class, 15th Aug ka celebration, Eid ka tyohaar, Diwali ke diye bachhon ki Balsabha..... Aise akyi aur pal hain jinse meri muskaan judi hui hai. Ek ek bachhe ki pyari hasi unki pari baatein, unki ladhai, unke jhagde, unki nadaaniyaan , unke achievements, unke parents ke chere pe humare liye wo viswaas ...aise kayi cheesein hain jo mujhe har pal unse aur jod deti hai...

Prayas mein pehla din..21 Mar 09

I always had a dream and aiming towards teaching helpless kids in our community. I had always dreamt of opening a "Phulwari" and teach such kids. After joining CSC I had tried many a times to join Binergy group but could not. Many a times I discussed with my cab mates too. Once Raj said that even he works for such a group. I said I am interested to join. but he never said anything. One day when I forced to say something about his NGO group he said you have to pay money n time n seriousness to participate. I agreed yet he din't say anything to join. One day I was upset for some reason, suddenly he said "Kal Prayas chalna hai?". I was like shocked and happy and excited to see a new day in my life. On the next day I was eager to visit.
I went to Prayas with Raj. The world of kids made me just feel great. Their lovely and affectionate welcome with a smile just made me decide on the spot, that yes their could be nothing better start than this as an inspiration for "Phulwari" than this. I was happy like never before.
Since that day I have found myself a part of Prayas family. Its great to be with the kids. I take classes and play n have fun with my lovely kids.

PG k kuch pal...

Meri Pyaari sakhiyon,

Mere aur Eli k tarafse dher sara pyaar. Sab aish se chutti manao aur jaldi wapas aa jao. Tum saali KAaMINi chottiyon ki yaad to nahin aati par humare cockroach tumhe bahut yaad karte hain. Humare cockroachon k viraat community ki or se tum sabko pyaar. Aur Mrs. Shikha(humari bai) ki tarafse bhi khushiyaan aur ashirvaad. Saaliyon tumhe tumhare Jijaon k taraf se bhi dher sara pyar. Hum dono oriya behne yahan raaji khushi hai... mil baant ke khate peete hain aur ek duje k dukh sukh baant lete hain. PG aunty ne to 3 bed k extra utilisation ki analysis bhi kar li hai. Chitthi likhne ka kaaran yaha hai k humaare purane rishton mein kuch hisaab kitaab baki reh gaya hai. Hum dono behno ne hisaab karke tumhe batana jaroori samjha. Jisse k tumhe yaad aa jaye k us maike k siva bhi tumhara ek ghar hai jo yahan intezaar kar raha hai. To kripaya apna apna hisaab dekh le aur jaroori tippaniyaan bhejne ki galti na karein. Khair manao hum tumhe ab tak nahin bhule. Lagta hai jald hi tumhari tasveer dekhni padegi nahin to chehra bhi nahin pehchaanenge.

Tumhari ati priya sakhiyan,

Eli & Linky.....

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